hormone haven

I saw this picture today as I was cruising through my computer. When I saw it I thought about what the "Last Days" were like. Not only do I not look like me, I know exactly what I was thinking when Brian took that pic.,,,it was "how do I pull off me looking good right now in any possible way?" what is so funny is that I was really really trying to smile. Ruthie at this point was 13 days late. Man, I was so out of it and in a different world. Do you see that skeleton onezie attatched to my tank top? That was my desperate attempt at a laugh, and I had to cover my tank top cause my tummy wasn't totally covered.
That day I went to watch the cowboys game at a bar. Only I didn't make it to the bar right away cause Brian and I were in a fight. When we parked the car I got out, I took the keys and thru them on the concrete sidewalk in downtown Bend. Thank God I didn't hit the people that were sitting out side by a table enjoying there meal! They looked at me weird, but I didn't care. I ignored Brian and sort of "trotted" to a place to escape from him, a place that would be far away. I finally got to that metal guy in down town bend , (you know that guy who sits on the bench with the birds on his hat, that statue thing?) so I was there thinking about how much I hurt physically and how stupid I was for kinda trying to run my way there, but I was pissed and I wasn't going back! Until, that is, I became hungry. Hahah!!~
I walked back, saw Brian walking towards me and I started crying. He practically pushed me back to the bar cause I really couldn't walk that well. I don't think we ever resolved our fight, but we didn't care, I think we were just glad that we found each other and that we still had our keys. We went in "Sidelines" and had a pretty good time--